i feel like im

becoming less and less important to literally my only friend. i need someone to vent to but it feels like shes ignoring me. like im getting left in the dust.

ive been feeling like shit ever since school started again. i have never been this stressed and sad in my entire life and i cant even vent. and then of course i got a cold and now its painful to even breathe. so now im in pain and im stressed and sick and i cant vent and i feels like all my friends are leaving. and then i try to tell my mom and shes like "well that sucks but stop overreacting :/'.  and im

literally contemplating killing myself which is great i mean. i have never feltthis. upset in my entire life.  im sorry