someting happened today that has me fuming..and it got me thinking, why do we blame the victim

somebody could be taunting you so try to ask them and just try to have a conversation and they do not budge and keep that archaic grin on they faces. you get fed up and you just FIRE on them verbally or physically and now all the sudden YOUin the wrong.


the other party mocking you that whole entire time? gets off scott free. then they got the nerve to siphon crocodile tears out they eyes and run to they mommy sobbing about how somebody was mean to them, conveniently leaving out that they were the ones who were being mean to you

CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

they go after you when all you did was retaliate. are you just supposed to sit there and not defend yourself? let your confidence hit rock bottom? let people laugh in you face? let them treat you like a joke? let them walk all over you? i thought you were supposed stand up for yourself? so why does everybody get mad at you when you stand up for yourself?

finish later

GIRL. LET. ME. TELL. YOU. i am DONE with these pseudo intellectual crackers writing off shit soley because it does not apply to them. like, if you do not sit your marble column, casper the friendly ghost, pillsbury dough boy looking asses down! for real, any piece of media that is not specifically geared towards them is automatically "trash" or "cringey" and i am tired. of. it!

the best part about it is that when somebody who is not like them wants to be represented or have media geared towards them, they "complaining". they are "not grateful". "whiny". "welcome to the real world".

but get this: in the real world, not everyone is white.

in fact, in the REAL world, white people are a relatively small population when you compare the amount of other races! you really played yourself with that whole "get over it mess" when if you dont see yourself you do the exact same thing! and before you pull that "if we cant do that then why can they?" mess: you dominate media. there will never be a day where you turn on the tv or go on the internet and not be able to easily find another white person who looks and acts exactly like you. even when you feel lonely at the lunch table with your soggy as peanut butter and jelly sandwich, know this: you will always be represented. 

when you watch a tv show most likely the white characters will have diverse personalities but the non white characters, most often black characters, will be a negative stereotype played for laughs. emphasis on negative. if not, they the only character of their race to play a part in the show. for instance

1. mean and sassy black girl who constantly gets into physical fights

2. loud curvy and "unfeminine" black woman

3. violent criminal (thug) black man (can be teenaged or a child)

4. the one token black friend in the group that gets no attention in the story and is completely irrelevant to the narrative

5. docile quiet submissive asain girl

6. emasculated nerdy asain guy with narrow eyes

7. the asain, indian, hispanic, native american, arab, african, etc (ANYONE NOT FROM A WESTERN COUNTRY WHO IS OBVIOUSLY NOT WHITE) with the "funny" accent and broken english (mostly depicted as unintelligent for not knowing english)

8. the hairy and therefore "ugly" indian woman

9. lazy thievish hispanic man

10. curvy and fiesty latina woman

11. stoic native american with broken english wearing a feather dress

12.  radical arab muslim who wants to commit a terrorist act

13. submissive quiet hijabi who is silently oppressed and helpless

and MUCH more! 

all of these are harmful because people will apply these to real humans with diverse personalities and appearances and assume all the people in that group are like that which leads to fetishization, hate, fear and even violence towards that group! you may say its just a joke but that joke will bury deep into people's subconscious (including yours) and influence your actions and opinion to those people, for real. 

me when i went off in a skype coversation

BOY let me tell you i am done wit these pseudo intellectual crackers judging shit because it solely does not appeal to them whitey if you do not sit your thin lipped ass down i swear to god bruh i'll zip your god damn ziplock ass mouth the fuck up witcho bony ass. for real any piece of media that aint specifically written and geared towards they self declared intelligence is automatically trash nigga if you do not Sit The Fuck Down not everything is for you im sorry! you act like you the smartest man to ever live but you makin a fool and an ass out of yourself but you aint even having a good time doing it

people for real try so hard and think people don't notice. theyll act high and mighty and think they slick and smart but nigga you the one whos in they 20s pandering to a primarily 9th grade and 21 year old who never went to college audience bruh who the real cringey one here?

they like coons. they will mock the shit out of you and your entire family and people and praise the ones who betray they own. i never understand niggas who go out of they way to lick the assholes of white people who do not and never will give a shit out them besides the views so they can get some coint and buy themselves a new hottub and new camera so they can waste they time impressing 14 year olds in high definition

for real if you gonna be an ass at least enjoy shit instead of polluting the air with all you unwanted negativity nigga go to therapy get a goddamn job. why you acting so annoyed when someone else enjoying themselves? the fuck is wrong with you?

and they for real insert the most headass opinions when for real no one asked and no one cares like straight up no one gives a fuck you white devil.

straight up no one gives a fuck if you roll your eyes or scoff when niggas point out racism niggas for real fuckin dying. priorities. ya'll get so bent out of shape over bullshit like youtube policies but get all pissy as soon as important shit that does not affect you. get the fuck off you high horse and get youself an icecream cone and shut the fuck up

aye what the buck is up everypony

the title gave me depression 

it's for real been bout 200,000 years since i been on here for real 11 months but yo listen i'm here to vent. i'm a black person and i'm tired as hell i been tired of white people since july bruh i'm Fed Up



i'm For Real In Real Life tired of white people but i'm also tired of my own goddamn people i for real don't know what to do. i don't hate white people they can be cool i'm just....tired of them. i just want a break for a month at least like damn....

i just cope with ignorin my feelings now. i know what i'm feeling and shit actually i just try to stay preoccupied with stupid shit so i don't have the time to sit and think about shit like racism.  it takes all my energy and sends ungodly as rage through my veins and distracts me from actually enjoying life and my blackness cause being black is cool. idk. i been venting to my best friend over skype but they white so i feel guilty for saying the shit i do but damn! i ain't responsible for that fact white people been playing me!

and YO can i talk about white people invading black safe spaces


like shit we Can Not have anything for ourselves they always gotta insert theyselves in the equation. everything is not about them. they call us oversensitive but if they see no white people in any form of media they call racism and feel uncomfortable like ": ) i love your art but why do you hate white people? we didn't do anything to you! i'm sorry i just feel uncomfortable because you said no whites : (" FUCK OUT OF HERE WITH THAT GUILT TRIP SHIT. STRAIGHT UP NO ONE GIVES A FUCK ASHLEY.  get the fuck out of here change the fucking channel your boring as race is fucking everywhere get the fuck over yourself.

aight i'm gettin mad again but SHIT...i mean....

the conclusion: white people are goofy as hell

oooohh maan....

im so sad for no reason. its getting on my nerves but i cant make myself happy for more than a few minutes. whats the use 

i have been feeling. so uninterested lately. everything sucks right now but hopefully itll get better. i hope

this song is really good tho. u shuld listen 2 it


Saje - Take Care Of You - YouTube

you should also listen to this one. sorry about not being in video format hatena wont allow it i guess.


i think i miht watch vsauce but im not sure. i love that stuff but ive been feeling so uninterested lately. this is depressing